Morning briefing in this
windowless room. I paw through a pile of
extra-large reflective Red Cross Disaster Response vests looking for one that
won’t ride down shoulder, snag going through doors. AmeriCorp volunteers clutch smart phones, a weak
gust of laughter from their table dying before infecting others. Apple-cheeked, features soft, eyes puffy,
they’re here from Springfield, MA, Sacramento, CA, Dover, DE, the Mid-Atlantic,
the Pacific Northwest. None of them
would know Sergeant Phil Esterhaus from Hill Street Blues. Hey, let’s be safe out there! These kids drive box trucks, lug water, install
water filters, enter dozens of homes every day, some in very bad neighborhoods,
five days a week, week after week. Let’s
be safe out there. The woman saying
this, a Flint native, is in charge of the whole operation. She means it.
Stay sharp; if it doesn’t feel right, drive off; and so on. Last week two AmeriCorp volunteers narrowly
avoided becoming bystanders to a shooting.
Your safety is our first concern.
My partner today, a young woman from New Jersey, says she was in that
truck. The driver took a wrong turn, a
three or four minute delay long enough to miss catching a stray bullet. We heard it, pop, pop, pop, she says. The driver recovered his bearings, turned
onto the correct street, the scene of the crime. It was messed up, she says. Still looking for the address the driver
funneled them into a knot of people surrounding a man face down in the
street. Blood on clothing, on
concrete. It was messed up, she says
again. It messed with my head. Are you okay, I ask? The organization paired her with someone qualified
to listen and probe, assess and affirm. I’m
okay I guess, says this in a monotone, gazing out the window. For the next seven hours I scan the road
ahead; take in entire blocks at a glance before committing to turns; listen
with intent; note every loitering pedestrian; register every passing car; every
porch a vantage point; every short conversation with a resident, gestures parsed for signs
of heightened awareness, alarm. This
place, this moment, are we safe right now?
Tomorrow I’ll be elsewhere, miles away, heedless of the scrolling
backdrop of the day.
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